Cauliflower Cheese!

It exists and I'm so pleased with it!

I cooked this!

I haven't cooked for so long, that I have almost forgotten how. The heat in the kitchen nearly killed me (I kept having to sit by the open window) and now I have the biggest headache ever and I feel like I've been starved of oxygen or something. Bleh!

Physio was... well, split into stretches then exercises straight after then again after cooking! It was relentless, but if it was easy, I wouldn't need to do it, would I? I just wish it wasn't three times in one day with cooking in between! I'm completely exhausted and it's only 16:30!

I think the main reason why I managed to cook "properly" was because I was heavily supervised, if it wasn't for that, there's no way I would have been able to do it! I had to lay down for 45 minutes after cooking to recover for physio! I am trying, I really am, but it's so hard and it's getting really depressing having everything drilled into me. I should really tell the department of work and pensions that my condition has changed and has got worse. One of the new girls who has EDS gets full disability living allowance and isn't as bad as me!

I have more physio exercises to do and I don't know how I will survive tomorrow, I really don't. I want to sleep and sleep forever. First, I'll eat my cauliflower cheese and I'll tell you all how it was (and if I actually ate it and not a Pot Noodle instead!)